Are you bored yet?

goals written in handwriting not everyone can read filled of ideas prevailing, and quotes to help being stead all corners wrinkled and creased adhered up in hopes, one day it will be fulfilled. They are a metaphor of myself, being stuck on wall and falling over and over, again and again and again and again in a disarray, usually an ignored existence but oh, every time I sit a hopeful mess I see.

If I say I'm fine  will you believe it? If I ask for space will you give me? If I ask to never reach me out again               will you not come back? If I say I hate you                        will you believe it? If I say I don't wanna see you           will you stop showing up in my dreams?  If I say don't haunt me will you disappear with those memories? If I ask you to forget me        will you do it? Or will you be there     waiting for me in hopes          just like we promised? -zeuge