I'm 18 now
18.08.2022 It was actually not exactly bad. I might have been in the moment of happiness for a while… that’s a good thing to be honest So as soon as clock struck midnight, I told me happy birthday and slept, even tho I knew my friend would call. There were thoughts going inside saddening me inside and that may sound absurd but I don’t exactly regret sleeping and ghosting people wishing me hbd.. selfish it is but peace it was for me . Then I woke and same brush and morning chores of cleaning and all and then read the birthday wishes from people and replying n all... bathed, prayed had some breakfast. And then the whole 1 st half of day was over like that just me laying here and there, in the evening I went out to buy some treats and get the cake and it started raining lightly, and as a smartass I am I drove in that shower, bought some snacks to make me happy, picked up my cake then I came back home got ready, it took me like an hour something maybe? I did bit makeup after like ...