Are you bored yet?

  I woke up and I'm feeling this huge emptiness, anxiety and yearning for my beloved.  I miss you so much I wish you were here, so I didn't feel not as lonely as I feel now. I want to meet you, talk to you, wake up beside you , cook for you and when we are sitting and enjoying tea, I tell you about my past and my present and what I feel about future.  I want my emptiness  filled with you touch, caresses, cuddles and affection, my anxiety to be calmed by the hug of your assurance and my desire to be desired be achieved by the way to treat me and you telling me it's okay to want this all and I deserve this without being judged. You are with me and you will always be and try your best to be my best .  And when you tell me something that makes you vulnerable I wanna kiss you gently on your forehead and wrists and make you known to the fact that I'm for here you always, I will be the shoulder you can lean on and the arms you can break into after a long day. I will ca...

Hello beautiful souls!! lets talk about a weird thing we all (i think) have once in life experienced and will experience  Unnamed relations are like the weirdest thing I have felt in my whole life time yet They aren’t particularly covered in a label but are like label fluid They are mostly in between- Sometimes extreme on one kind label then like in between floating or I say oscillating like waves from one point to other like crest  to trough (I aint that good in physics or anything lol!  But I love to compare irrelevant things) to other and so on… It’s so confusing and sometimes it’s annoys and fuss your whole inner peace like a full speed train running to a brick wall {here train is thought and confusion of the relation related tension and wall is your heart feelings emotion and peace of mind} It had… it happens a lot with me (what about u??) Like, Do I consider my parents my parents? Is my feeling right for them? (Long story I will detail it all later in...